Yesso

I guess this is it. This was the day we all knew would come but we have denied it all the time. I don't know what to say or what to do. All suddenly everything seems so empty. Like a big black hole. Empty. Empty. Empty.
I don't have the energy to do anything at all. To go to school on monday gonna be horrible. To see the place were you used to sit. It's now empty. Cause who would have thought that it was going to turn out so good. The sleepy monday morning outside the English lesson. You said some hesitating words on Swedish and just that sec I knew it was something special about you. And that smile you had on that morning lasted every day. I remeber all the good times we had but not the bad, cause we didn't have any.
I know it could have been worse but the feeling you get when someone you met almost everyday for almost 5 months is suddenly a thousands miles away is not that good. But we're going to get through this, we're going to stand tall. It's gonna be a long way but we have to hold on. Even though everything seems to remind me of you and all the fun, I'll get around. And we're gonna see each other. Hopefully soon, very soon...

I miss you Annika <33