Yesso

I don't know why I even bother to sit down and write here. I mean, let's face it, no one is reading my blog and leaving comments because it's so boring so you don't have the energy to even care (except for the 3 people who have visited me this week). Maybe it's because all I seem to do is complain and now I'm even complaining about me complaining.

And to you:
Is it even worth to go down this road again? We both know that nothing's going to change, at least I know it. Maybe you just don't wanna realize it. I know they say that friendships last forever while relationships last for the moment but if you just care about your partner and not about your friends then we both know it's not true. Sure, a true friend stays by your side for a long time even if he/she is treated like crap but eventually he/she can't take it anymore. That's the way it is. You might think it's easy for me to just blame it on you so I don't have to take any responsibility but I have taken responsibility and I have tried to fix everything but you didn't care about it. You just wanted to wait and see. See that nothing changes if you don't make a change yourself.
Once we were so close and now you are like a stranger to me. Is this the way it should be?